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things are better my dad told me to make up with my mom i laughed in his face hahah yea
um yesterday watchd nick skate n chilled with mando im a miss him tear! but i chilled with valerie and luke till nick pissed her off poor luke! then me n nick went to debies chilled there went to his house ate a bit then fell asleep outside he grabed me and told me he missed me and missed have me in his arms my nicky is back!
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FUCK YOU< YOU NASTY ASS SLUT!!
this is now friends only because of nasty ass sluts that only fuckin lie!
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[30 Aug 2004|09:02am] |
even tho we r ok i miss my nicky time i miss u being my baby i miss the sweet things u say i miss u this past week ive moved out done alot and i just miss u plz kno ill always love u and ill always be there 4 u no matter what and all the bs is in the past i luv u 4ever i like u 4always as long as im living my baby ull be xoxoxo
I LOVE U NICK
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[30 Aug 2004|08:48am] |
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i hate how it just never fuckin ends!!! stupid fuckin people just leave me the fuck alone and GET YOUR FUCKIN FACTS STRAIGHT BITCH!!!
anyways nick and i talked 4 like an hour last night... im really proud with what hes doing with skating and all his lil crew and its cool that luke is gonna be skatin now to... idk i just want my nicky back!!!!! lol i told him everything i feel soo much better
well i just found out that there was a fight at my schools football game friday night and 3kids were shot and killed gang related... but like one went to nicks school one mine and one lukes its fuckin crazy... shit aint to much better at my house
last night i was at the airport till like 8:30 my plane got delayed so i said fuck it called my aunt told her id come another time then me my sis and her bf went to hooters lol that was just crazy i thought id call nick and tell him he didnt sound happy about it :( all well we r prety good now!
all my school shit is at my moms house and i DONT want to go over there!!! GRRRr thats gonna be a bitch well maybe i should finish my business work im kinda behind lol but ill talk 2 everyone later i think im goin to see nick skate 2night maybe get some time with him 4 once
peace
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[29 Aug 2004|11:27am] |
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im very proud of myself for the first time in a long time... i didnt let him get to me... i spent all yesterday with glen fixin my phone then it broke again i tried sumthin and it worked damn i wasted 7hrs 4 nuttin but its ok me n glen talked we havnt since he worked at toys so its all good
i went to nicks to give his gpa the new papers and nick sat in lukes car didnt say anything to me... i had a long talk with his grandma n grandpa n dad it was nice and i needed it after the shity day i had! well i decided to go to morgans it was to much fun me n anthony lightin shit on fire brandon bein crazy same with dustin it wsa just hilarious me n morgan ate all the brownies hahaha wow i laughed 2 hard.. i told nick he better call me and tell me goodnight or id never talk 2 him again he called me i was like no later and hung up... he told me he wouldnt call back he was goin out for the night and didnt want me to ruin his good times... weva i got over it and his dad showed up i talked 2 him 4 a bit again hes like nicks at home sleepin soo way to go! i know the truth all well im still not mad... things at home are really shity i cant take it anymore i swear im movin out sooo fuckin soon
nicks gma said shed drive me to my dads next weekend SCORE well im gonna go do some work!
friday was good skate park with nick and armando im sooo glad i got to see him before he goes back. i miss him like crazy but friday was good nick was nice to me and we almost feel asleep outside
well 4 now bye
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[27 Aug 2004|08:43am] |
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things arent the best... me and nick eh have been alot better the other night me him luke seth nicole and david were at his house and he pretty much ignored me all night and we ended up in a huge fight i left i couldnt take it everything is going soo wrong. well i didnt talk 2 nick at all yesterday nicole called and semi yelled at him and he called me.. which made me happy bcuz i really miss him :( but he said some mean things and im not happy bout that! but eh ill survive... armando comes home today and i wont see him im sooo bumed i wont see nick either hes keepin sooo much shit from me im like um ok? he almost faught joe at the skate park yesterday but yea im not alowed there anymore bcuz all i am is boerd which im not i fuckin love watchin him skate i mean im like ok lets go but idk he thinks i hate it and i dont... he might be in a competition wish i could see it i mean i wont see him all weekend and ive had like the worst week ever and i just wish i had him 2 take away all my pain right now... idk i might go back try 2 fix things... i have to fix my phone and pay 4 it 2 so idk ugh im so frustrated ive just cried the past 3days it soo sucks and ive been busy with school and work and ya i guess ill have alota free time now that nick is like 2 busy 4 me he like cute me outa his life its really depressing.
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[26 Aug 2004|09:01am] |
im at school cryin my eyes out nick n i are in a huge fight and i told him glad that the last year has ment shit 2 u... not good everything is fucked up im sooo glad im leaving tonight and getting away from it all... i said gbye 2 nick and it was hard he was just eh whateve and he really still dont care.... and it kills me i wish he would just be there 4 me and hes not... he says he is but hes not
im just gonna keep cryin
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[25 Aug 2004|01:17pm] |
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everything is just gay school is gay moms gay all in all GAY lol whats been up me trying 2 get a new job and pay of mom so she can stop bitchn then i can be like now what bitch so im goin to steak n shake with nicole! nick got a new phone we twins! lol well im gonna go get ready i have to do sum shit then leave..
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[23 Aug 2004|02:03pm] |
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well after school me n trisha went to mcds had a long convo bout our boys steve n nick decided were goin snowboadrin which is fine by me! school was gay lol the assembly was interestin sorry nicole and devin both just deal. hahaha lmao anyoing voice ehhh me back eh hahaha oops fuck u!!! hahaha nicole that was 2 funny then she acted like shit happend ugh stupid ugly people today i had a bunch of em lmao wow i have to much energy! im gettin ready 2 go meet nick hes gettin home from school off to da skate park then he should be gettin a new cell YES no more nicky withdrawl lol i swear its soo boring without my phone ringin like crazy! well i gotta go get ready! cuz im gonna go do sum crazy things not lol jk
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[22 Aug 2004|10:51pm] |
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i love it when my baby leaves me comments!! it just made my night that much better!
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[22 Aug 2004|10:39pm] |
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wow 2night was 2 eventful 2day just kicked hard core ass first i worked 7-11 blah blah borin i came home cleand mah room and that shit then i took a shower got ready nick calls i finish my hair and makeup in 30mins new record!!! then we went to the skate park kinda gay i was boerd i guesss iuuno just one of those days! but devs came and chilled with me it was nice
from there we went to nicks um i ate as always we got anthony morgan and seth just chilled outside is was sooo fricken nice out then my nikki came over hell yea! and joe and dan had a dance battle it was tight as hell debbie gma everyone was watchin it was soo fun then i just chilled with nick scared him cuz i was like we need to talk then i kissed him a bunch and told him ok look i think u n i need to not be together anymore he was soo confussed lol i was jk though i wantd him 2 come with 2 my dads house 4 thanksgivin i have to plan now ya know so ya! gma told us shes goin outa town 4 a week next month soo im sleepin over andddddddddd PARTY lol i cant wait its gonna be 2 fun well i gotta get goin to mah room watch a lil tv and calm down talk 2 nick then its off to bed so i can get up 4 skewl!
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hmm its been a bit! school has been str8 me n nicole makin people mad eh wateva well thursday night me nicole aron lil nick big nick n david went skatin then just chilled at nicks 4 a bit saw my morgan finaly! then last night me nick n wendy went to the bbash omg was that fun this midget was popin n shit he was a lil pimp i swear but it was to much fun! nick and his glow shit then we went to nicks ate and i almost feel asleep now its of to a boring day at work with an asswhole manager FUCK U i cant wait till i quit sorry i calld in one day this whole fuckin year ugh! well ill write later
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[19 Aug 2004|01:03pm] |
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well first day back.. crazie me n nicole made people think haha it was great meghan had a heartattack! hahah all well devs n i are straight i guess she grabed me n was like look so iunno im not totaly 4givin of everything but eh i guess what else skewl wasnt 2 bad i had my b and my nikki lol now i just need my other nicky mom just said i have to be home at 1030 on skewl nights booo thank god 2marrow is friday well i miss my nick and everyone is like how is he ur soo cute 2gether it was great! i have mikey in my class yes! i luv that kido not much else miah is makin me easymac im soo hungry little does mom know i dont have a lunch but im still getin lunch money well 2hrs my nikki n nicky get outa skewl and we gonna cause sum trouble except nick said he didnt know lil fucker u will seee me or i will mark u wit marker bitch!
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[18 Aug 2004|08:34pm] |
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well i called into work and yea mom wasnt happy bout that one all well so nicole and nick came over and we just kinda watched u got served mom was bitchin cuz they were over im like yea weva soo like 2hrs later they had to go but me n nick got into a huge marker fight o i 4got sharpies lmao its all over his face!! then he left me put makeup on him blush eyeshadow and mascara lmao i took a pic 4 sho hahha i luv my baby! well im glad that they came over it was fun times but yea
mom yelled at me boo hoo lmao ok skewl starts 2marrow not fun im not lookin forward to it especially with all the bullshit!
brian called me and wanted to drop shit... good bout damn time! and its needed! so we cool i hope well dady brought me food so im gonna eat and talk 2 nicole or nick 4 a bit then just crash cuz i gotta wake up early and wake nicks ass up another eventful year! hopefully we can stay strong!
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dude sneakin into the filmin of batman last night rocked! its bein taped by nick n shit we saw the gothem police cars we were this close to seein the bat mobile! well i have to take senior pics 2day :( they gonna look like shit honestly nick went back to school tear im soo afraid things r gonna change with us and we arnt gonna be strong! im callin into work 2night weather mom likes it or not! and i was gonna watch the last night of filmin soo theres gonna be a major fight at my house!!! fuck hmm whatelse not much nick is too fuckin spolied lol u lil bitch! but eh what can u do i know spoil me! lol jk well i gotta get ready 4 my pics nicky if i dont talk 2 u hope u had a good day at school and ur welcome 4 wakin u4 ass up when i didnt have to be up! i luv u mwah and call me
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ok i was havin a fucked up dream when nick called! lol guess that makes it better he saw the gothem police bcuz batman is being filmed by our house i wanna go see but alot of its blocked off like a bitch! what else is new ok well nick and i (wow i did it right so shut up nick) have spent the last 2days 2gether sunday he came home we went out to eat then just chilled and feel asleep and i soo was in heaven then yesterday he woke my ass up i got ready went and got him went and got wendy went to hawthorne and she got her makeup done we went and got another bbash ticket 4 nick then nick and i went to my house 4 an hour so it looked like i came home he left my stove on dumb ass he was makin smores! then we were at his house 4 a bit i was bugin him 2 go see morgan all day lol i miss her! we went and talked 2 mom 4 a bit ate then went to nicoles 4 a bonfire lol big bonfire face!! anyways saw and chiled with people there that i love! aka kristen nicole kaitlyn amanda that would be the coolest ones lol jk but then we left at like 12 and went to nicks and just crashed 4 like an hour it was a fun night then i cried bcuz it was like the last night of summer my last night out till one last night sleepin outside with nick i mean he starts 2marrow the summer is over! im sooo sad i cried on him :( it sucks i had the best summer ever and school is just goint to ruin soo much im never gonna chill with anyone im gonna be workin all the fuckin time and i wont see my nicky anymore im really sad
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